Thursday, June 26, 2008
Monday, June 23, 2008
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Sore, worn out, tired....but happy
So I'm 25 and I don't care what anyone says I feel like I just turn 21 again. I swear, I haven't drank this much since college. My body HURTS! Or maybe that's from the disastrous attempt to wake board Saturday. Or maybe it's from my heavy make out session both Friday and Saturday night with the new boy. Either way every move I make hurts.
Since all my girls were in San Antonio the boys opted to take me to dinner Friday night....and get me toasted on Margaritas! I must say it was a lot of fun! Boys are crazy! Then Saturday we(the boys and me) went on the river with the boat. I really wanted to wake board but sadly I sucked and the boat just threw me around like a freakin rag doll! And somehow I had the energy to go out that night....but the boys....NO, they all passed out! Luckily my girl, Crystal was game for the festivities so we hit up a big club close to down town! AND LET ME TELL YOU! We danced out pretty little hearts out! As soon as she emails me the pics of my drunken stupor I will post a few for your entertainment.
Needless to say Sunday was spent on my sofa trying to recover! But I'm STILL sore!
Yesterday was a hard, sad day. Driving to work I found my heart sinking deeper and deeper the closer I got to the Branch. As soon as I turn onto the last street and saw the empty parking spot that Jesse used to occupy the tears started to flow....fast and intense. I sat in the parking lot for five minutes trying to compose myself but the moment I stepped foot in the store I had a relapse. One of the customers cracked a joke and realized soon after I wasn't laughing. Keep in mind all these people had been here for a week dealing with the lose but me...I was stuck in Dallas...alone! Coming back to the place where I made so many great memories with my good friend hurt! But today I am much better. We've had a few good laughs this morning remembering some of the funny thing Jesse used to do or say...like "DUH!" when I asked a stupid question that I, of course, knew the answer to but just wasn't thinking at the time. I really miss my work buddy! But I can't tell you have blessed I feel for having the chance to meet him and share so much time with him. He made work FUN! and I'm happy to report I have a smile on my face right now just thinking about him!
So I hope everyone is having a great week. And do me a favor....kiss, hug , or love on someone today! Today should be a day filled with smiles!
Love you guys!
MWAH!
::HUG::
Since all my girls were in San Antonio the boys opted to take me to dinner Friday night....and get me toasted on Margaritas! I must say it was a lot of fun! Boys are crazy! Then Saturday we(the boys and me) went on the river with the boat. I really wanted to wake board but sadly I sucked and the boat just threw me around like a freakin rag doll! And somehow I had the energy to go out that night....but the boys....NO, they all passed out! Luckily my girl, Crystal was game for the festivities so we hit up a big club close to down town! AND LET ME TELL YOU! We danced out pretty little hearts out! As soon as she emails me the pics of my drunken stupor I will post a few for your entertainment.
Needless to say Sunday was spent on my sofa trying to recover! But I'm STILL sore!
Yesterday was a hard, sad day. Driving to work I found my heart sinking deeper and deeper the closer I got to the Branch. As soon as I turn onto the last street and saw the empty parking spot that Jesse used to occupy the tears started to flow....fast and intense. I sat in the parking lot for five minutes trying to compose myself but the moment I stepped foot in the store I had a relapse. One of the customers cracked a joke and realized soon after I wasn't laughing. Keep in mind all these people had been here for a week dealing with the lose but me...I was stuck in Dallas...alone! Coming back to the place where I made so many great memories with my good friend hurt! But today I am much better. We've had a few good laughs this morning remembering some of the funny thing Jesse used to do or say...like "DUH!" when I asked a stupid question that I, of course, knew the answer to but just wasn't thinking at the time. I really miss my work buddy! But I can't tell you have blessed I feel for having the chance to meet him and share so much time with him. He made work FUN! and I'm happy to report I have a smile on my face right now just thinking about him!
So I hope everyone is having a great week. And do me a favor....kiss, hug , or love on someone today! Today should be a day filled with smiles!
Love you guys!
MWAH!
::HUG::
Friday, June 13, 2008
Today is...
Friday the 13th
My Birthday
My Quarter Life Crisis
The day I come home from Dallas
The day I get any and all the Pizza I want!!
The first time in over a week I get to make out with a boy!
The day most of my friends are leaving for San Antonio without me. :-(
NOW LETS MAKE THE BEST OF IT! I'll try to keep you posted on this weekend's festivities. Something tells me many of alcoholic beverages will be consumed and the bathroom floor might become my new best friend! Wish me luck!
My Birthday
My Quarter Life Crisis
The day I come home from Dallas
The day I get any and all the Pizza I want!!
The first time in over a week I get to make out with a boy!
The day most of my friends are leaving for San Antonio without me. :-(
NOW LETS MAKE THE BEST OF IT! I'll try to keep you posted on this weekend's festivities. Something tells me many of alcoholic beverages will be consumed and the bathroom floor might become my new best friend! Wish me luck!
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
In Memory
This post is in memory of my favorite co-worker, Jesse, who passed away in a car wreck Sunday night. Its been a long hard week working in Dallas away from my family and friends. Jesse was the co-worker I always referred to that would poke fun at me when I would laugh out loud at your blogs. He was the person I shared most of your funny life experiences with and was by far one of the kindest humans I have ever met. Jesse might have been 30 years older than me but I am not afraid to admit he was one of my closest friends. He is definitely one of those people I will never forget! Monday will be a hard day for me as I have to report back to the store were I worked with him. I will have to sit in the same stool next to his station and work on the computer directly to what was him right. I'm not sure how my emotions will react as Monday when I found out about the accident I broke down. My work day ended shortly there after.
Please take a moment to say a prayer for his family.
He will be deeply missed.
I will try to be back to my regualarly scheduled blogging once I get back to Houston next week.
Still not sure what I'm doing on my birthday. Luckily I don't have to come back to Dallas next week.
Please take a moment to say a prayer for his family.
He will be deeply missed.
I will try to be back to my regualarly scheduled blogging once I get back to Houston next week.
Still not sure what I'm doing on my birthday. Luckily I don't have to come back to Dallas next week.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
What day is it?? **warning another vent
My week has been so crazy and busy! So much going on I don't even know where to start.
First- My poor poor Maddie had an accident. After she was playing in her little kiddy pool she took a v-line straight for the back porch which is made of concrete ....the outcome is easy to figure out. From what my sis says she was a super trooper crying for about 5 minutes and getting 7 stitches!!
Then I found out today I will be spending the next two weeks working in Dallas... which wouldn't be so bad if my 25th B-day wasn't next friday, yes Friday the 13th!! All my friends are going to San Antonio and I had to cancel. So Lame!
Plus since I had to cancel so late I told T I would cover my portion of the Hotel which was supposed to be split 4 ways. WELL....My other friend decided to cancel today and I guess wasn't planning on paying still. AND...T informed me that her bf, whom she invited to stay in the room with us, was not paying either. She felt she couldn't ask him to pay since she invited him! WELL excuse me but it is my b-day and I'm not staying for FREE so why the hell would I cover your bf's portion of the bill?? ON MY DAY!?!?! ARE YOU FREAKING NUTS! So the bill went from $50 to $150 and I was NOT happy! Well after voicing my opinion T told me not to worry about it, she will just make it into a nice vaca for her and her boy.
Sadly thats not even the end of it. I totally forgot I told my mom I would stay out at the farm to feed the animals the 17th-20th b/c her and my dad are taking a vaca...well I can't very well do that if my boss sends me to Dallas now can I?? So my mom was not happy.
So for now...the week before, week after and week of my birthday are looking a little SH*TTY!
So here I am stressed to the Nth degree!! and sad. I've never really done anything big for my birthday b/c so many people have b-days around mine....and here the one I was supposed to have fun and go out of town for is now ruined! And all anyone around me can do is bitch! WHAT THE HELL ABOUT ME!!!
Will it ever be about just ME?!?!?!?
HUMPH!
First- My poor poor Maddie had an accident. After she was playing in her little kiddy pool she took a v-line straight for the back porch which is made of concrete ....the outcome is easy to figure out. From what my sis says she was a super trooper crying for about 5 minutes and getting 7 stitches!!
Then I found out today I will be spending the next two weeks working in Dallas... which wouldn't be so bad if my 25th B-day wasn't next friday, yes Friday the 13th!! All my friends are going to San Antonio and I had to cancel. So Lame!
Plus since I had to cancel so late I told T I would cover my portion of the Hotel which was supposed to be split 4 ways. WELL....My other friend decided to cancel today and I guess wasn't planning on paying still. AND...T informed me that her bf, whom she invited to stay in the room with us, was not paying either. She felt she couldn't ask him to pay since she invited him! WELL excuse me but it is my b-day and I'm not staying for FREE so why the hell would I cover your bf's portion of the bill?? ON MY DAY!?!?! ARE YOU FREAKING NUTS! So the bill went from $50 to $150 and I was NOT happy! Well after voicing my opinion T told me not to worry about it, she will just make it into a nice vaca for her and her boy.
Sadly thats not even the end of it. I totally forgot I told my mom I would stay out at the farm to feed the animals the 17th-20th b/c her and my dad are taking a vaca...well I can't very well do that if my boss sends me to Dallas now can I?? So my mom was not happy.
So for now...the week before, week after and week of my birthday are looking a little SH*TTY!
So here I am stressed to the Nth degree!! and sad. I've never really done anything big for my birthday b/c so many people have b-days around mine....and here the one I was supposed to have fun and go out of town for is now ruined! And all anyone around me can do is bitch! WHAT THE HELL ABOUT ME!!!
Will it ever be about just ME?!?!?!?
HUMPH!
Monday, June 2, 2008
No reply = More messages
Ok so remember Friday's no reply comment???? Yeah, sadly so do I! Well I am pleased to annouce I stuck to my guns but as my luck would have it Curt still didn't get the point. The first email in my inbox this morning was this:
Allie,
so, I may have been a little hasty in responding to you the other night, I was just a tad pissed and tend to ramble and not get to the point when I am angry. All that I should have said which still applies is, breaking up with someone using a text message is a damn shitty thing to do. I deserved better.
My reply that I DO NOT plan on sending to him but I thought I would share with you:
OK OK...so let me get this straight. My text was me breaking up with you????? ::cough, cough:: I thought I did that 3 weeks ago. Which explained why we haven't seen one another this whole time nor spoken on the phone. Really you are the only one that has been contacting me. And that conversation we did have three weeks ago was IN PERSON and I specificly remember saying "I can't continue what we were doing. It was too much too fast." I even made the comment "I just want to poor cold water on the whole thing for now". Thats when you were like "Its ok Allie, I'm a big boy, I can handle it" <--I couldn't forget that annoying ass comment even if I tried! Needless-to-say that was about the time I ended the convo and you left. No kiss. No hug. Just bye. REMEMBER NOW!?!?!?
-Me
Now I would have continued to talk to him if he wouldn't have been all BABY this or BABY that everytime he wrote me (YES WROTE/GCHAT). I even replied to him on gchat with "I'm not happy and not really in the mood to talk." And just to reiderate we didn't see each other for 3 weeks....3 WEEKS!!! I'm sorry but he didn't call. I didn't call. The interest was gone so this "break up" drama is a shock to me. I really only sent that message last week to stop the random messages he was sending and to once again get my point across (The one he missed when he was being a BIG BOY!) At this point I thought it was just a waste of time....which I figured he would agree once I spoke up. I thought he would have just been like "yeah no worries I could tell the connection was fading" BUT NO! NO! NO! He had to be that guy. That guy that doesn't get it b/c he thinks every girl should just love him. BLAH! BLAH BLAH! Go away!
OK vent over.
Thank you for listen...come again.
Allie,
so, I may have been a little hasty in responding to you the other night, I was just a tad pissed and tend to ramble and not get to the point when I am angry. All that I should have said which still applies is, breaking up with someone using a text message is a damn shitty thing to do. I deserved better.
My reply that I DO NOT plan on sending to him but I thought I would share with you:
OK OK...so let me get this straight. My text was me breaking up with you????? ::cough, cough:: I thought I did that 3 weeks ago. Which explained why we haven't seen one another this whole time nor spoken on the phone. Really you are the only one that has been contacting me. And that conversation we did have three weeks ago was IN PERSON and I specificly remember saying "I can't continue what we were doing. It was too much too fast." I even made the comment "I just want to poor cold water on the whole thing for now". Thats when you were like "Its ok Allie, I'm a big boy, I can handle it" <--I couldn't forget that annoying ass comment even if I tried! Needless-to-say that was about the time I ended the convo and you left. No kiss. No hug. Just bye. REMEMBER NOW!?!?!?
-Me
Now I would have continued to talk to him if he wouldn't have been all BABY this or BABY that everytime he wrote me (YES WROTE/GCHAT). I even replied to him on gchat with "I'm not happy and not really in the mood to talk." And just to reiderate we didn't see each other for 3 weeks....3 WEEKS!!! I'm sorry but he didn't call. I didn't call. The interest was gone so this "break up" drama is a shock to me. I really only sent that message last week to stop the random messages he was sending and to once again get my point across (The one he missed when he was being a BIG BOY!) At this point I thought it was just a waste of time....which I figured he would agree once I spoke up. I thought he would have just been like "yeah no worries I could tell the connection was fading" BUT NO! NO! NO! He had to be that guy. That guy that doesn't get it b/c he thinks every girl should just love him. BLAH! BLAH BLAH! Go away!
OK vent over.
Thank you for listen...come again.
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